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Wednesday, 15 December 2010

Pain

"One of the infant class I am
With little, easy lessons, set
In a great book; the higher class
Have harder ones than I, and yet
I find mine hard, and can't restrain
My tears while studying thus with Pain"


I had to go to hospital today, after a couple of days of worrying about the increasing pain in my chest and ribcage. My doctor had told me she was concerned about a blood clot in my lung which was a terrifying thought. 

Luckily it isn't a blood clot. It's pleurisy. I say 'luckily' because even though it hurts like hell, there were people there today who will have 'harder lessons than I'. Hospitals are so filled with pain it is palpable; but if this year has taught me anything its that it undoubtedly goes hand in hand with love. To quote a couple more stanzas from my childhood favourite...

There are two Teachers in the school,
One has a gentle voice and low,
And smiles upon her scholars, as
She softly passes to and fro.
Her name is Love; 'tis very plain
She shuns the sharper teacher, Pain.

Or so I sometimes think; and then,
At other times, they meet and kiss,
And look so strangely like, that I
Am puzzled to tell how it is,
Or whence the change which makes it vain
To guess if it be--Love or Pain.
(from 'What Katy Did' - Susan M Coolidge)

5 musings:

Judy said...

A friend of mine gets pleurisy quite easily each winter...he uses mustard plasters to ease the pain/cough...good luck...

Avie said...

Oh thank you for the tip! I'm ready to try anything!

Faerie Moon Creations said...

So sorry you had such a scare. Sending healing thoughts your way... Theresa

Rowan said...

Hope you are feeling better, pleurisy is really unpleasant, my younger son had a bout of it a good many years ago and it took some getting over so take care of yourself.

Celia said...

I hope you are feeling better soon. I'm glad it wasn't anything worse.....sending healing thoughts your way.

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